O**O Okay, so check this out... I mean... Okay. Spencers13 [link], not sure how to post avatars... Did the most incredible thing. Any of you know her OC, Kyle, from her Beetlejuice fandom? You should, if you don't. She actually drew me a picture of um, me, with him, held. Um, by him. I mean, me, unavoidably me, which was the point, and she did it really, really beautifully. Stumbling a bit with my words here.

I swear, I looked at it, I felt three things... Giddiness, lack of air, and kinda like crying, but in a good way. Silly, maybe, I dunno. I mean, she offered to do it because she says I looked really deep into her pictures, and I guess I couldn't help it, she draws emotion wonderfully... But seeing myself, drawn so true to description, to know she put so much effort into it, made me feel all kinds of happy. And she made me beautiful.

This has got to be my high point for the whole month. Doesn't sound egotistical, does it? I mean, just because she drew me, and that's what makes me happy? I guess it's just, kind of a personal thing to do for someone.

Anyway, here it is, because it just makes me so happy. Please check it out. [link]

She said nice things about me too. Do I really look that deeply? I hope so. Which as much as anything is where the blush comes from. O**O

Thank you!